Final Distance

Hmm, I think I'm gonna stop blogging..

Yeah congrats you guys whose eyes were hurt by my posts, no more pain to suffer no more. Don't know why, I just wanna cut this out. Actually, I do know why.

I don't think I have any purpose on doing this anymore, yeah, the reason, "I want to make a timeline of my life," were just merely a catsyit. I always keep a journal by typing in notepad, there's no reason to publish it.

My actual reason, is..

To share something to someone

Someone, whom I call..

Aurora

Someone whom I love so much

Someone who somehow I never had the chance to talk with

Someone who deserves someone better

She's the reason I blogged, it's the only way I tell my story to her. Share stories to a girlfriend by blog, pathetic huh wouldn't you think?

But now, there's no point on doing this. Yeah, what would she care? She never care from the first place. Yeah, sound psychic wannabe, but it's just, I don't know, helpless.

I don't wanna call it hopeless anymore, cause I realize that God always gives us hope. We've got chance, but I dunno, maybe it's invisible for her to see it as it is to see me probably.

Nah that's all my pathetical mumblings, ya Allah dhel pathetic ko keterlaluan ya.

Finally, I'm signing out.

Assalamualaikum Wr Wb

"Final Distance," -Utada Hikaru